my family making me feel bad abt what i eat and making me paranoid about my health i hate eating i hate my weight i hate living

2022.01.18 23:22 sodasound my family making me feel bad abt what i eat and making me paranoid about my health i hate eating i hate my weight i hate living

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2022.01.18 23:22 hurricanemod Cases for 3 Southern Utah men charged in Jan. 6 Capitol breach linger in court

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2022.01.18 23:22 juicybox4 Figuring out if my mother is a Narcissist or just a typical Immigrant Parent

I’ve always had a really tumultuous relationship with my mother. I am the only daughter (22) and the oldest of 3. Growing up, she was cold, emotionally unavailable, and generally dismissed my feelings or upsetting experiences I shared with her.
I always felt like a huge burden. She and my father constantly got into screaming matches and I would be left to fend for myself and protect my younger brother. However, I had no one to look up to and give me emotional support during those times.
She has never said she loves me out loud, and I can count the number of times she’s initiated hugging me. She’s never praised me in any way: whether it be calling me smart, beautiful, kind, etc. Once, I cried to her about feeling very unloveable and ugly, and she said “Well, we can’t all look like movie stars.”
I always walk on eggshells around her. I am really careful to gauge her mood before engaging. If she seems “off,” I steer clear and it affects the mood of the whole house. But, she can flip on a dime. Suddenly, she can go from depressed and moody to upbeat in 5 minutes, then back to cold. It’s led to me developing major people pleasing habits.
I feel that she treats my two younger brothers (age 19 and 6) differently than me. They have much more leeway, and are complimented on everything.
She’s a completely different person to other people. So kind, accommodating, and warm. I hear her talk to my aunts and grandmother with such enthusiasm and charm, only to turn into a monotone wall with me. During her silent modes, my attempts at conversations are meant with one word answers, sometimes no answer at all - merely a shrug. It leaves me really confused and hurt. I have tried to ask her before why she acts this way, and tell her how painful it is and she acts like i’m going crazy. She says “What do you mean? I have never said anything bad to you. I’ve never treated you bad.” On many occasions, she’s said “Ok well if i’m such a bad mother, forget about me! leave the house.”
When I moved away for college, she called me daily and guilted me into visiting almost every weekend. I was too weak to set boundaries.
After COVID, I had to move back home. Now, I am stuck in limbo deciding my future. If I move out, who will be there for my youngest brother? Who will protect him from suffering my mother’s abuse?I love him so much, and i don’t want us to grow apart. But i really have to live for myself too.
I have a lot of other stories of her behavior, and our relationship isn’t something I can easily capture in a few paragraphs. But hopefully this is a good starting point, and I can easily answer any questions.
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2022.01.18 23:22 getanonuomous Potomac river that’s where the fire at niksder◀️spell backsward hint hint

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2022.01.18 23:22 Panada216 [WTB] Sig MCX 5/8x24 Taper Cap (WA)

Help an idiot find a 5/8x24 Sig taper cap? Thought I had one with the conversion kit I bought but can't find it. $10 plus shipping? Preferably new
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2022.01.18 23:22 HorseJumper Used a 1:3 hydrogen peroxide on my China Doll, and now it’s not doing well.

Got a new China doll aralia, and it brought some bugs with it, so I did a soak. It’s been two days, and some of the smaller branches are wilting and leaves are yellowing. Is it doomed?
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2022.01.18 23:22 _BitsLovers AWS SQS FIFO - Complete Guide

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2022.01.18 23:22 Throwaway02254 For previous/current Xanterra employees

It has always been a dream of mine to work in a National Park after years of traveling and seeing what this country truly has to offer. I have my interview tomorrow for Yellowstone and have some questions.
First of all, I have read through many Reddit threads with similar questions, however all threads from pre-Covid. And I know things are different in the world now.

  1. This is honestly my biggest concern. I currently live in Florida so Yellowstone is a bit of a stretch. Here in Florida, Marijuana is legal. I have been using Marijuana for the better part of 4 years now and have no problem setting it down to pursue such a job. How is the drug testing done? Is it required before flying out? Do they do it when I show up? Is it a urine test, mouth swab or hair follicle? Do they even test when you first get there? I’ve seen a lot of “sometimes” but I need a definite answer as if I have to turn around and come back to Florida over something as stupid as a drug test, I will be so humiliated.
  2. When it comes to the housing, I’m not picky. I’m young and can pretty much sleep anywhere. I wanted to bring an Xbox for the purpose of entertainment if I have some downtime in the dorm, or even using it as a way to hang out with friends thousands of miles away from home. Is it worth bringing? How’s the internet and is this frowned upon? I know I know, NATURE!! This isn’t something I plan on being attached to, just entertainment at night mostly.
These are really my two main concerns. Any tips are also appreciated. Thanks!
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2022.01.18 23:22 _SenhorL_ Antobello, per favore

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2022.01.18 23:22 bloodsamples that bravado after nailing a cold call for the first time in law school... (I'm a 3L)

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2022.01.18 23:22 TwiceTights Chaeyoung (Fromis_9) in white fishnets

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2022.01.18 23:22 nejine Canada post... what the fuck???

-Delivery expected day was today (Jan 18) -"Out for delivery" status updated around 9am in the morning -I get excited af -I peep around my neighborhood and I see the CP delivery mail truck come by (11pm) -It heads towards the community mailbox -2 hours go by, i'm wondering why the truck hasn't come by my house to deliver my package... -I check community mailbox -Inbox mail was delivered, boring stuff but... -no package. -I wait 9 more hours because Canada post agent tells me they stop at 9 -nothing shows up
I'm really fucking frustrated because I saw the goddamn delivery truck pass by, only to deliver inbox mail??? I'm 80% my package was in that truck because i live 15 seconds away from a canada post office...
I think to myself "maybe they ain't doing package deliveries cuz of the weather..." but that debunks itself because I SAW 2 OTHER MAIL TRUCKS PASS BY MY HOUSE DOING PACKAGE DELIVERY (UPS and Fedex)
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2022.01.18 23:22 Somali_Pir8 Chicago Public Media will acquire the Chicago Sun-Times

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2022.01.18 23:22 F0r3stCharm3d Art ideas are getting kinda stale

So after cleaning out my Insta feed of all the fundie conservative homeschoolers (yay for deconstructing). I have now ran into a good problem. I need some new content for art. For both elementary through high school.
Any art teachers you recommend following for inspiration. I only have one I follow which is Artsyblevs.
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2022.01.18 23:22 ThatChristianGamerYT What television shows would have been better as a movie?

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2022.01.18 23:22 Delicious_Raisin_258 Now You can Buy $CUFFIES WITH FIAT PAYMENTS

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2022.01.18 23:22 Some_Bid343 Child/parent account help

Hello guys, I got an Xbox for Christmas 5 years ago when I was 13, however I am 18 now. When I got it, my family create the whole family account (time limit, transactions, and all other elements that a child should not use). However, a couple months after, I simply stopped playing with it at all (high school, and other priorities). Now, 4 years later I am starting to use it again. And my account is still a children’s account, with a lot of elements being blocked even though I’m an adult. My family does not remember the password for their “parent” account. What do I do?
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2022.01.18 23:22 DueBar2837 Need Karma Will return the like

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2022.01.18 23:22 gremgrem96 Quick question about the bidoof method

Hey I am a little confused can I get to gulpins egg group using the bidoof method I believe it is in the amorphous egg group any help is appreciated
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2022.01.18 23:22 clinkers08 Crazy First Amendment Audit (SECURITY GUARDS GO OFF THE RAILS)

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2022.01.18 23:22 Mynewsify-Website New date announced for Grammy awards 2022, The News International – Entertainment

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